Friday 30 November 2012

Monday 26th November 2007 (pp1013-1022)

Real dialogue between fictional boy and fictional girl. I tried to remember what I was doing on this day, but I couldn't. Probably at table in bedroom.















Sunday 25th November 2007 (pp1321-1328)

It was always such a relief to stop writing every day! To put the pen down and retreat immediately to sleep, safe in the knowledge that I had written something, or resigned to the lack of inspiration. To give up for that day.

Brave return to the Anna story today. The author still has hope.











Saturday 24th November 2007 (1309-1320)

Still unable to commit to anything real, just thoughts. Low self-esteem, feelings of powerlessness. Quite a lot written though.













Friday 23rd November 2007 (pp1307-1308)

Not much written today, probably due to some kind of emotional crisis/break up. What can be extracted from these two pages of writing. Stuff about love, the ones you love, not fiction, suggests the author is unable to break out of his nonfictional mindset.